Hi, I’m Laura
(aka Bam Bam)
I see you struggling the way I did, comparing yourself to others, wishing you could meet the love of your life.
In my early 20s, I was filled with insecurities, constantly comparing myself to others and searching for purpose in all the wrong places. My relationships with men and sex were chaotic, lacking any boundaries, and driven by a desperate need for validation and love. Before this turning point, my life was a whirlwind of partying, drugs, and meaningless encounters. I sought escape and fulfilment in all the wrong places, often engaging in behaviors that left me feeling even more empty and disconnected. I avoided my true feelings and looked for validation through external sources, which only led to a deeper sense of dissatisfaction and hopelessness.
In 2010, a frightening experience while travelling became the wake-up call I needed. It pushed me to question everything and embark on a journey of self-discovery. My body was also crying out for attention; I developed severe sciatica which often meant I was bedridden. This physical pain led me to yoga, initially for its physical benefits. However, it was the philosophy of yoga that truly opened a new path for me—a path towards a new life. Yoga introduced me to the power of breathwork and a newfound respect for my body. It sparked a passion for connecting with my spirit, setting me on a journey of internal exploration and healing.
The journey was far from easy, marked by constant struggles. The most profound of these was the loss of my beloved mother in 2020. Her passing was an immense pain that left me feeling lost and disconnected from love. My mother and I shared a deep bond, and without her, I felt empty and unsure of who I was. Had it not been for the spiritual practices I had cultivated up to that point, I don't think I would have survived the grief. But with this loss came a new chapter: the realization that it was time to cultivate love for myself. This began my self-love journey—a journey I initially embarked on without a clear direction, but one that would transform my life in unimaginable ways.
Investing time, energy, and resources into myself has been a whirlwind experience. Today, I am a completely different person than I was in 2020, and unrecognizable compared to the woman I was in 2010. I prioritize myself, embrace confidence, and love myself exactly as I am. This transformation has not only empowered me personally but has also enriched my relationships. I now enjoy deeply fulfilling, healthy, and passionate connections with others. My boundaries are clear, my relationships are meaningful, and I experience a genuine, sexy intimacy that reflects my true self.
While I am still human and face challenges, I now possess the tools to navigate life's ups and downs. I can see the blessings in every experience, even the profound lessons that came from losing my mother. Though I would have her back in a heartbeat, losing her led me to the deepest level of self-love I could have imagined. Through self-love, inner work, and practices like inner child and shadow work, I've come to truly understand my worth. I no longer settle for less, maintain healthy boundaries, and feel my cup overflow with fulfillment.
It's true that we attract what we are. Before my journey inward, I didn't like myself, felt unworthy, and wandered through life in a haze, avoiding my feelings and seeking external answers to no end. Now, my life is full and abundant, brimming with gratitude. Despite the roller coaster of emotions and experiences, I am grateful for it all. There is nothing stopping me now, and this is only the beginning. I attract all the magic this world has to offer, and it feels incredible.
If you're ready for a profound transformation and the roller coaster of a lifetime, if you're ready to step into a new evolution of yourself and wake up each day with a full heart, I invite you to join me on this journey. Click the link below to learn more.
I am passionate about supporting women in accessing the tools and teachings that have cracked me open and rebuilt me into the person I am today.
If this is where I am now, I can't even imagine where I'll be in another five years. I love this thing called life.
It’s nice to meet you! I’d love to hear your story -reach out on socials or email.
So much love